Pam was such a brilliant sister-in-law, I only wish we had spent more time together as a family. You don't realise how much people mean to you until they are gone. I have so many happy memories of you, the night you met Ken I woke in the middle of the night to find you both together downstairs! I can't really remember Ken without you. When you had Jen it really was the start of a wonderful family and you both made that complete with Lydia. You should both be so proud of the girls, they are a credit to you both. I find myself always thinking of you and how brave you were, always putting the family first. Life will never be the same without you and I miss you so much it hurts. My little Stephie really misses her Autie Pam and she talks to you all the time. It's our first Christmas without you and as Christmas Day draws nearer, it gets more painful to think of life without you. We all love you Pam.x.