The last few weeks have been difficult, remembering how things were this time last year. I think aboout you all the time, and get so sad and lost in thought. Everyone has changed, life has changed because you aren't here anymore...sometimes I don't believe it and it sends a shockwave through me. I want you to know no matter what happens you will always be in my heart, mind and soul and I will always do my best to be there for Ken and the girls. Birthdays are a day to remember - Happy Birthday our Pam. Love Always.....Sharon.x.