Christmas is drawing ever nearer and I think about how everyone is feeling without you around. Ken and the girls are coming to me for Christmas, and I'm glad - I love having them around it makes me feel secure in the knowledge that they are with family. Sorry I haven't visited you for a while, but you are in my thoughts and heart everyday. I love you Pam and still can't bear to think of you not being here. Stephanie sends you hugs and kisses always.x.x.