Sorry I haven't sent you my thoughts for a while, although you are always in them each and every day. They say time is a healer, it's not - there is not on hour in the day when I don't think of you. Lydia is reminding me so much of you, I've spent alot of time with her this past month and she is so like you with her big beaming smile. Sometimes it's hard because I want to give her a big hug, because I see you, but you know Lydia and her personal space! Jen has the best social life and you would be proud - she is a party animal, although I do worry about her coming home late at night. I don't know how Ken gets through each day without you, but he's doing a fantastic job of looking after the girls and I'm really proud of him as I know you would be too. I know how lucky they all were to have you as a mum and wife. I wished we had spent more time together, more time talking and sharing feelings - if this experience has taught me anything it's to show my feeling to those I love so much. I miss you Pam, and the world is different without you. Love Always...Sharon