Its a sunny day in May.This used to be our month, i used to look forward to celebrating our wedding anniversary with you, going out for a meal,a drink and to hear you laugh.I miss you everyday but May is extra hard for me.i've started going the cemetary more in May, i should be in work really but i need to just sit near you and talk,to tell you about the girls or whats happening.I wish i captured more of you on video so i can hear you again & again.Its so hard to bear life without you.X X X ken